what a day.. haha.. the gf came over in the morning.. literally scare me out of bed.. haha.. i woke up 5 mins before that to put on blanket and i heard the door opened.. i use my tiny eyes(yes i know is small, but it is tiny in the morning) to peep at who is that and it was the gf.. haha.. came over and ate my lunch with me.. yes it was my lor mee.. haha.. just joking.. we shared it like how we do all the time.. then after that met jason to pass him some stuff and she sent me to the bus stop.. i was meeting hj at woodlands to go into malaysia together.. he was late again.. did blame him as his school was so far away.. yap.. haha.. did facial together.. seriously what is wrong with me? cant gys be vain to? hahaha.. dont laugh please.. then i waited for him to cut his fur.. opps.. took so damn long la.. sat there doing nothing.. like a bf waiting for a gf to rebond her hair.. oh yes he rebonded his fringe..

then i gotta rush back to the gf's house to meet them so that we could go to the airport as she was flying off.. at the malayisa check pointhou jun was near a police counter.. he flicked a cigarette and i saw the police man knock on the window.. we continue our walk and he chased us.. brought hj to the room and say he will write a summon of 250rm.. hj say he does not have that money.. then they ask "WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO OFFER ME?" it was like what the hell man.. corruption at the damn border of the straits at daylight.. was not my first time experiencing it.. uncle got a chased by a speed patrol saying he sped.. what rubbish.. the other officer in the room with hj was playing game on his hp and said wait.. zzzzzzzz... damn those raschals.. dont waste my breathe on them.. not worth it..

rushed back to the gf's house.. was just in time.. help them carry their luggage down and into the car.. accompany them to the airport.. was very hungry at that point.. haha.. thought will have dinner at there.. but they got the timing wrong.. it was 2055, 8.55 and not 9.55.. haha.. overlooked it.. hugged the gf and her mum and kiss the gf goodbye.. i know this few days she will miss me lots but.. the shopping and sight seeing will be able to be my substitute for these few days.. any way.. i will be flying off on sat's dawn and be back the same day as her.. gonna miss her loads.. but happy to see her going on a holiday to relax too.. :D gonna have a good sleep tonight.. wake up late tomorrow feeling tire for over sleeping.. hahaha..

going to be a very busy week ahead.. the gf flying off on wed.. but in the morning gotta go malaysia with hj.. then send the gf and her mother off at the airport.. got loads of projects and assignment to complete before flying off this sat at 5.30am.. hope to have a meet up with the boys before i fly off.. dont know if it will be a successful one.. will be having driving tomorrow and stop till i return back from china.. yap.. lotsa things to do ya.. haha

small talk : spend some time thinking about this.. when you are just a common man of this society, your life is so routine.. everyday is like so repetition, when you wake up from your short sleep, it is school/work, go back home and rest, next day it will be the same again. lectures and tutorials are some things you cant hide from when you are pursuing your dilopma. it is like so cyclic.. day in day out more and more projects and all.. my life is so simple.. school then with the gf or with family.

schedule been so so packed this few days.. everyday after school have dinner with the gf and her family.. thursday was meet the relative session, thought christmas will be the first meet up.. had buffet at this penang restaurant at jurong!!! serve some good food and the gf was teasing me that i was trying to hit on some young girls.. i was like -_-" no young girls.. her eldest aunt who came to visit from Canada treated us.. on friday, it was her eldest aunt who they called "gu ma" birthday.. had dinner at "hua ting" restaurant at orchard hotel.. serve some great cantonese(correct?) food, been there twice.. everytime uncle philp brought us here, it will be in a private room.. so.. you can imagine how much the dinner will chalk up to.. he is a regular and if he is not one.. the restaurant will only give private rooms to customers who order $800 minimum!! many of the tycoons comes here for dinner.. actually they can have it daily.. make it the cyclic of their life.. haha..

just woke up from a nap.. the gf left for home so i guess shall update if not people starts calling me lazy again.. haha

nothing much happened this few days.. hmmm.. so cyclic.. go school, hang with the boys then meet the gf either her house or my house like today for dinner.. my french ica is over.. haha.. think over all i did ok.. a sense of relief.. was not very nervous.. weird.. haha.. shall update more tomorrow..

super tiring day.. slept at 4+am.. woke up at 8.30am.. two days in a row.. haha.. met ash and co. for soccer match.. lost 4-3.. we deserve the lost but the only arguing point is that they train as a team.. we just came together today just for this game.. haha.. the opposite side host/organiser is the bf of a friend of our.. either he is really an asshole or he trying to show off in front of his girl.. played like a slut.. seriously.. if i was bad mood today.. something will sure erupt..

forget about the game.. once i came home.. showered, told brother about the game, head to bed.. slept for 1 hour then the gf called me and i woke up.. so in fact.. i am dead tire now.. haha.. the gf and jason came over to watch soccer.. they just left not long ago.. if i have my license, i will send her back instead of her going back by herself all the time.. i sadly decline 2 invitation to meals tomorrow.. with mum and aunts for high tea and the gf and her family for dinner at a country club.. have tons of work to finish.. never touched my french yet.. feel like i'm so dead.. ahhhh!!! waiting for the gf to reach home now before i go to bed.. dead tire.. :(

done with my french assignment half way.. shagged.. went Zouk last night with the boys.. there was some fun, obviously due to the better music at Zouk compared to "indian back ground music" songs at MOS which suck real badly.. wanna comment on some stuff though i cant dance well.. firstly, the bengs&lians + mutts&minahs combo.. their existences at clubs are so not vital and never a paramount.. spoils and tarnish the name of the clubs.. horrible typical dressing and outrageous moves that seems so exaggerating.. they failed to understand that lots of actions do not necessary mean good moves.. haha

the gf is napping now.. i'm by her side, listening to her breathe and watching her sleep so soundly.. nothing beats the sight of her.. lit up my day everytime i watch her come by.. and i know, spending loads of time with her will cause the r/s with the boys to be drifted.. the feeling is there but this i cant help but feel sad too.. but i try my best everytime to join their activities but....... the gf need me more than them and even w/o me, i know they will still rock the places they visit.. haha..

not feeling very very happy today.. woke up early.. rushed to school to for HRM test, i was the only one there as i requested to take it early.. did not really finish it in time.. i was like a guinea pig.. i had to go thru the process of slow running computer w/o having any thing loading which eats into my 40 mins.. the others had their progamme started.. she extend it to 50 mins as she saw how slow the programme runs and i had to look for the bloody calender which was unavailable.. basket.. then she say can use mobile phone.. so in all i wasted 15 mins compared to the others..

right after that.. i made my way to SSDC for my final theory.. was nervous at first but manage to clam my nerve and was relax once the first question appeared.. i did not bother checking and just clicked "End Questions" as the first timer guy beside me passed and he did so quickly.. haha.. i prayed again just like for my basic.. PASSED appeared.. and i did a mini war cry in my heart, "YES!!" satisifed with my result but kinda sad for HRM test.. went lunch with the gf and 2 of the guys.. after that things just started getting bad.. damn sian.. my limit for people when i'm tired and stress is damn little.. cant stand their actions all the time.. not going to elaborate..


maybe going to club tonight.. dont really feel like it.. gotta see how later.. The gf finished school.. gotta run now.. ciao

okay........... i was so lazy to blog for 1 month and a few days.. alright.. got loadas complain.. but i was really busy.. i rarely or never have 8 hours of sleep cause i had to accompany the gf.. she was about to start her t.e.p so i guess we had to spend more time together.. though i was tire everyday, it was all worth while.. the gf has started t.e.p, so no more excuses now.. hahaha.. but some times got tons of school work, projs, the guys, driving and blah blah blah..

i wanna update on some stuff..

26 oct 2006, our 1st month, we went to secret gardens located near the heart of town.. serve some quite tasty food and wonderful desserts.. before that, i skipped my first lecture to rush down all the way to PARIS RIS.. i meant P-A-R-I-S R-I-S to collect the flowers that i had ordered.. a bonquet of red roses.. then rush all the way back to her house.. haha.. hundreds of watchful eyes in the MRT & bus watched me when the bouquet, and i was sweating a lot too.. but.. no complains.. it was all worth it.. btw.. the gf's gift to me was a shirt from top man that i liked.. :D

26 nov 2006, we celebrated our 2nd month early by a day.. dined at a japanese restaurant located at crown centre at bukit timah road not crown prince centre at town.. place was call "fire bird" in japanese.. was served in buffet style.. at this age.. at buffet, it is not about overindulge yourself with food but enjoying it.. food was good and so was the service but it was expensive though.. my present to her was a dress and something personal.. :D

26 dec 2006, opps.. fast forwarded.. nah.. just to say that we will be celebrating our 3rd together with christmas.. :D ON THE FIRST DAY OF CHRISTMAS, MY TRUE LOVE GAVE TO ME.. A PARTRIDGE IN A PEAR TREE!! anyone feeling the mood already? hahaha.. i certainly am..

p/s: Photos will be attached soon..

sorry to those who have been asking me to update.. hahaha.. :D

yesterday was quite a fun day.. haha.. went to church with the girlfriend and her family.. i told myself.. whenever i face any problems, see any pitiful people or witness some disturbing sight, i'm going to pray to god.. and every night before i sleep.. every meal i eat and so on.. this week has been a hectic week.. every day i'm feeling lethargic and have been having mood swings very regularly..i cant seem to control myself when i'm hot-headed.. but i told myself i'm going to set things straight, and next week will be a good one.. after church, we went to dinner at long beach seafood restaurant.. oh my my my.. the crab's pincer was gigantic.. we had 2 king crabs.. one was the standard chili crab, and the other was a steamed one.. i have never eaten such big crabs! 2 big crabs.. and there was just 5 of us. Anyway, the girlfriend was sick.. (was worried about her the whole night) :( so was her sister.. so davin being his usual big-eater self.. tried his best to help finish the food but failed miserably.. so her parents had to call for a take away for the remain 3/4 of the steam crab.. the bill ended up very high again i suppose.. nothing special.. haha..


p/s: i got a nick name from her father.. "TEDDY BEAR" he told her mother, "the teddy bear is hungry", while i was enjoying my chili crab pincer! and he asked the gf last 2 days.. where is your tebby bear.. hahaha

not very happy about certain things and people.. shall not elaborate.. would not go into specific details too.. no point i guess..

how should i start?? ok.. let's talk about what people have been saying about me.. people been saying my english suck.. ya.. i know.. i mutter when i talk too fast.. i cant pronouce words well and cant spell well.. thanks for re-highlighting it to me.. i know it myself very well.. maybe is because i make fun of too many people who english are not good? many people have say i grew fatter.. yes i know.. i have an injury now and cant train.. but before this injury i was lazy.. yes i know.. thanks a lot for letting me know.. your words i will take as motivation.. this may be happening because i make fun of people.. retribution really works.. but above all these.. i have treated people around me well but sometime what reaction do i get? no showing of appreication?? who stand for them when people talk behind their back? who do things for them.. any way.. i have learn not to trust people too easily..




p/s: i'm not angry about the remarks i get.. serious..

davin has not been updating his blog, so i've decided to play nice and help him with an entry, just so that everyone knows what has been going on in his somewhat-pathetic life. haha.
he followed me to church, and then to dinner at Dolce Vita at the Oriental with my family. davin here, ate the most, but also came out of the restaurant with the most criticism. ok maybe what he ate most of was the bread, the waitor had to bring like basket after basket of bread, and this went on about four times, while the bread basket at my parents side was only refilled...twice? haha. he had lobster bisque, and seafood linguinie in like the aglio-olio kinda style, and he stole some of my strawberry magarita, my wagyu beef, and my warm white chocolate cake. that pig! and after dinner, as we were walking out, he said, dont tell your dad, but i think the soup wasnt that great and pasta at tanglin club was so much better. haha. anyway, the ambience was good, but the food was so-so though. not worth the bloody price.
anyway, after that we went back to my place, then to cine to meet jason, sherm and jen, and then headed to thompson prata, where we had iced milos, while the others ate, and discussed what to do next weekend, since it'll be a long one. but theres still no plan..i think...haha. i dont know cos i was missing some of the action as i drove to esso/mobil, cos i desperately needed to use their washroom, and to my suprise, its actually quite clean, with paper! omg, i cant stand toilets without paper...like am i supposed to wipe my ass with my bare hands? hahaha.
another two days before school starts, or maybe one and a half. i wana go shopping again, and again, and again.
i think i should end here before i start with more random rubbish. for a moment, i got carried away, i forgot this isnt even my blog. haha. anyways, my fingers are freezing from the darn aircond, which means i should stop here.

i shall carry on with whatever i was initially doing. hahaha.
can't wait to see your reaction to this mans. haha.

i got some problems.. sighhh.. the boys know about it.. but they wont say and they better shut up ah!! or i will shave them bald.. hahaha.. i may need surgery for it.. :( so i feeling quite down these few days and i got problem moving around freely.. haizzzz... jen sen will be the president for "FUND DAVIN'S SURGERY CAMPAGIN" please donate generously to help this poor kid back to his feet.. all donations will be much appreciated.. thank you.. hahaha.. MOS tonight.. wonder how i'm going to enjoy..

woke up today knowing that after the skit presentation, i would have 5 days off before the hectic school term begins.. i have school everyday, no day off or anything.. school mostly starts at 9am.. :( pretty early ya.. wednesday suck.. 8am school to 5 pm?? who's life they want?!?! monday and friday is the same 9am to 3pm.. what a way to open the week and then close it.. haha.. thurs school starts at 3pm but ends at 8!! actually in this case.. if the guys are keen.. we can still club on wednesday.. :D cause my school starts late!! hahaha.. then friday school ends at 3.. go home take a nap till 6pm.. wake up meet up with whoever have plans.. haha.. the paramedics came today.. brian had a severe nose bleed.. quick scary the way they discribe it.. so happy.. no school for the rest of the week.. MOS thursday with the guys.. many poly friends will be there.. come on boys.. who gonna take the dance floor!??!?! though we are not from forgien bodies.. we know how to enjoy our selves.. :D

just came back from zouk.. tire.. woke up very early to help mum at her stall at SGH.. wash plates till my back pain.. the sink was low.. and i got sensitive back.. very easily get back ache.. came home and sleep a couple of hours before meeting the guys for dinner and then heading to zouk.. some where amidst the dance, i felt weird when darlin got introduce to perlin.. haha.. then the guys were making funny actions.. out of the blue, came a caucasian wearing a weird hat.. then i know something is wrong.. he touched sophia and perlin.. my blood shot up.. i cant take it when people in my group gets disturbed or bullied.. i must stand up for them when it happens.. i told darlin i going to go near that guy to make him back off.. but i failed to do that.. instead.. it stood in front of him my back facing him.. raise my eldow and whack his chin upwards.. he was blur after that hit then i started to dance in front of him.. wanting to use my butt whak him to distract him and then rain him with more eldows.. but brian came in and pull me aside.. hou jun punch him and whack his hat off.. i really cant control myself when i see my group people get bully.. from young i have been like this.. i must stand up for them.. is this good or bad?? anyone tell me?

some clothes that i bought recently. havent managed to put all up yet though.

so please be patient!

6 tshirts, and a pair of nike shoes for soccer. shopping is only fun if u have money to spend :)

i'll be going to mos tonight! but, i have to wake up early tomorrow, cos we're going with tricia - my aunt, to pick her parents up from the airport, they are coming back from London. but before that we will be going to Tanglin Club for lunch :)

UPDATE

Lorraine and I got together on 26/09/2006 10.55am.. i love that date so i chose it and let the magic happen on that special night.. never felt happier in such a long time.. :D :D :D






MAN UTD ARE BACK!! won new castle easily 2-0 last night.. we are back on top!!! I'M GOING TO BUY THEIR JERSEY LATER!! darlin buying it for my birthday present.. :D :D :D went to school early today.. damn ben.. tell me meet 8.45am then he woke up at 8.45am.. then i must 1 person slowly walk to school.. :( happy!! no school till friday but have project tomorrow..

Been very busy this few days.. many people birthday.. 21sept, Daddy turned 57, samantha turned 19.. 22 sept, Han lin turned 20, 23 sept, ME!!! 24 sept, Joanna turned 18.. 25 sept, melissa turnned 20.. 26th, jen the boy finally turned 18.. snuff turned 16.. jia hao turned 18.. 27 sept, eileen birthday.. 28 sept, mei ling and cant remember who turned 18.. hahaha.. so many people birthday.. i started from 21 because if i start from 1st sept.. i will go on and on.. haha.. been to quite a lot of party and dinners.. haha.. daddy called and grumble at me.. hahah.. i wrote a letter to him and mummy telling them why i come back late.. i dont want to go home after soccer, feeling tire and get grumbled at.. haha.. so broke.. bought so many t shirt.. about 6 shirts.. chuckling up a total of about $300 ?? sighhhh.. haha.. but i'm happy..

Happy belated birthday to myself!!! :D :D :D everyone must love them selves.. so here am i loving my self.. the chalet was great yet not that great.. loads of my bros and friends were there.. they made harrold drunk.. jen got semi- drunk too.. :p haha.. i had to do loads of shit work.. firstly.. clear up the rubbish at the bbq pit.. yuck!!! secondly.. harrold puke all over himself, so i must clean him up.. THIRDLY!! i must wash the damn toilet that was smelling like shit!! fourthly.. i must sleep on the floor cause there is no space.. have anyone heard of birthday boy doing such stuff?? oh my gosh.. hahaha.. love loads of people!!! :D :D :D

school has been boring.. lessons with loads of things i already know and watch some 1990s videos which as no style, no creative ideas but just plain contents that make you wanna sleep upon listening to it.. have been out almost every night till the morning.. haha.. shag and tire daily.. tomorrow i'll be attending a chalet organise by my team members for my birthday.. so touched that they come out with this chalet to celebrate my birthday.. one thing that is very sad is that.. my old good friends all are busy and cant accompany me on my birthday it self which is saturday.. sigh..

stayed home the whole day.. been a good boy.. haha.. aunt and cousins came over.. quite long never see them le.. just watched finish a good soccer match.. chelsea vs liverpool.. hate both team loads.. haha.. chelsea won 1-0.. MAN UTD next!!! GLORY GLORY MAN UTD!!!

so lethargic!! tire tire tire.. everyday stay out till the dawn breaks.. gonna get scolding soon from mummy if she knows all the days i've been out.. went to Bro Jun chalet.. loads of ex class mates.. catch up a lot.. enjoyed it very much!! so glad the 4 of us manage to catch up.. :D :D :D love the guys loads.. bert the lagger, jason the shorty and jun the flirty..hahahahaha dont get angry boys.. i love you all.. hahaha.. then my poly boys, i also got nick names for them.. ben the san swee ah beng, jen the never grow up boy, dan the solidified urine/ shit, des the chee hong sua, harrold the retard ps-er and brian the tall man.. hahahaha

haven been blogging cause i have rarely home.. hahaha.. classical is alright.. though me and ben go to school with eyes closing.. haha.. some stuff been bothering me for quite a while.. some times hope the guys can all come back together but maybe it is a tall order?? Hou jun and Clarine birthday tomorrow.. think gonna go jun there first.. my present is a container of fried rice.. haha.. then after that go Clarine's birthday at some club.. very tire man!! haven been sleeping much.. zzzzzz..

WEST LIFE CONCERT WAS WONDERFUL!!! i so so so so love it!!! i nearly teared when i saw them.. :'( haahhaha.. been my dream for 7 years to see them live!! my uncle called me the day before and ask me if i wanna go watch them.. i was asleep.. i sprang up and said yes!! please!!! he told me to go meet my aunt to get it.. i was in such high spirit.. and on thursday night we were going MOS for free.. but i got bounced out.. friend's ic got confiscated and i got farked by the bouncer for 20+ mins.. they think they cid.. suck my balls man.. i going to turn 18 soon.. dont want give chance.. we ended up in momo.. nicer bouncers.. bloody bouncers.. got brawns no brains.. uneducated.. salary so low.. next time when i get a job.. i make sure i going in vip every week and make them call me boss!! wahahah..

i haven never mourn for some one i dont know personally for such a long time.. but this time is different.. ever since Steve Irwin.. my idol and inspiring hero died on monday.. i've been feeling sad.. i watched the show in memoir of him by discovery channel and animal planet.. though i watched it before.. i did not mind not watching a drama show i follow to watch it again.. my heart sank when i watch how passionate he was to the animals.. sighhh.. had our first lesson as a new class today.. many new faces but it was quite easy for me.. sat with ben, theresa, rachel and bani.. crap a lot as usual.. haha.. wonder how my new class will fare.. know more than half the class already.. need to know about 10 people ? haha..

damn damn damn sad today.. watched a few things that nearly make me cry.. first i watched independence days.. a true inspiring movie with many moving parts.. secondly.. this really hit me big time.. "Steve Irwin, the hugely popular Australian television personality and conservationist known as the "Crocodile Hunter," was killed Monday by a stingray while filming off the Great Barrier Reef. He was 44." he was my favorite man to watch on tv.. he is an inspiring man who loved animals a lot.. he can risk his life risking them or filming them for advertising conservatism purposes.. he was always a happy man who puts his life on the line for the animals.. a super loving dad and husband.. i watch his shows for many years.. alway excited to see what he has to offer.. did not mind watching repeated shows of him.. now is all over.. it really hit me hard.. i almost cried.. almost.. for a big guy like me.. crying is hard.. i pay my utmost respect to Crocodile Hunter, Steve Irwin and send my condolences to his family, wife Terri, daughter Bandi and baby boy Bob.. here a quote that says it all..



"The world has lost a great wildlife icon, a passionate conservationist and one of the proudest dads on the planet," Stainton told reporters in Cairns. "He died doing what he loved best and left this world in a happy and peaceful state of mind. He would have said, 'Crocs Rule!'"

oh my.. did not realise that i have not blog for 4 days.. haha.. was too busy with my projects and summary report.. or was i too tire?? hahaha.. went to get a new phone for my uncle in return he gave me another brand new phone.. my uncle gets all the phone before they launch as he is in charge of all star hub dealers shop.. all mobile phones give him a set to build rapport with him, in which they hope he bring more phones from them in.. he wanted a n70 so that his dealer shop can sell because there are shortage of stock.. haha.. he gave me a ben q siemens ef 81.. cool clam shell phone.. way better than the motorola shitty v3.. haha.. then i went to PS to buy movie tickets and met Lorraine for some good thai dinner at Sun Tec.. we thought her exam results will be out and we became very worry.. hahaha..

today is another super boring day in school.. really really boring!! tell me what to do!! i got nothing better to do!! oh my god!! luckily it all ends this week.. if not.. i really will quit school if this boring shit goes on.. haha.. slept late last night, parents quarrelled.. sighhh.. went to marina square to shop with Lorraine.. i wanted to get a new wallet but in the end is her who shopped.. accompany her to many shops to look at clothes and we spend about half an hour at "The Face Shop" as she wanted to try out all the nail polish.. haha.. spent a good day with her and enjoyed it too.. (:

stayed home today.. i'm a very good boy on saturdays.. stay home the whole day.. i cut my hair.. (: finally ya? been about 3 months plus since i cut and i got my spikey back.. everyone need time to take it again i guess.. haha.. recently.. i have been very happy with my life.. thanks to someone very special to me.. something to do with accounting.. i love it loads.. :D shall not go into details.. and i reconcile with jun and jason already i guess?? miss those 2 badly at times.. finally i can smile again without worryin much.. cause there are not much problems left in my life at this period..

today is a happy but tiring day.. slept at 6am and obviously could not wake up at 7.30am.. went school late today.. haha.. tonight will be a long day.. going to msia with Lorraine and Clarine with Hou Jun and Jason.. miss the 2 of them, had some problem recently.. but i hope is all over and we can put all the bad stuff behind us.. then hope to come back early so that i can meet the rest of the guys in town.. they will be disappointed if i dont meet them.. so i have to try my best.. haha

came school early as usual.. haha.. most of the time i will be early.. even before the authorise door opens.. i alway take few hours off when on the correct days when i know i will be out till very early in the morning.. yesterday was a good day.. met Lorraine after her paper to go for a nice dinner and to catch a movie.. guess both enjoyed each other company.. if you people are smart enough.. you'll figure out something.. haha.. so bored in school.. nothing to do again.. once finish project there is completely nothing to do except to read news and articles.. life here is tormenting and long.. i rather be out in the atrium promoting stuff or even better, planning a mega scale road show, or preparing for it as it is very tedious when you have so many stuff on your shoulders to complete.. but.. i'm left with 1 week and a day in this "jail or cell".. i prefer studying and doing projects then be here wasting my life away.. all i do is read, listen music or stone.. haha.. OH YA!! MAN UTD THRASHED AGAIN!!! looks like we have a high chance to shelf this season's trophy in our gigantic winner closet.. chelsea lost to boros once again.. aresnal is not ready for the season even with their new stadium.. forget about loserpool and their arrogant fans who think liverpool play goo foot ball.. boring man their play.. might as well watch tottenham play so nice football.. everytime liverpool play i feel so excited to watch them lose or draw.. hahaha

came school early despite me being so tire(as usual).. haha.. been doing work since morning till lunch break then it's been spare time till now.. everyone is playing games except me doing nothing and reading stuff up again.. something have been getting on my nerve recently.. i FARKING, repeat FARKING hate free riders who pretend in front of others and the teachers that they have done a lot of work and claim it is "our work".. what the hell?!?! i been working so damn hard on my projects all 3 of the major client project that were handled to my team, do all the Admin work by myself and my poem even help my team win 2nd prize in a poster competition.. all my farking hard work and the person doing nothing dare claim it is "our work, our poster, our project????!?!!?!?!?" seriously.. get down to earth man.. free rider is bad enough but all the free rider i have seen, admit in front of their team mates that they have done nothing and even use it as a joke.. using one's EQ on me does not work anymore, being friendly in front of me will not work on me.. And i cant take the fact that despite not doing nothing, the person dont feel bad and even dare boast to others about my hard work with a couple of team mates.. i have never marked down any free riders in my life because they can assigned to do other work and have valid reasons.. but there is a limit to my patiences.. i'm damn serious if not i wont use vulguar words..

very tire.. haha.. slept at 4-5 last night.. came school late today.. yesterday was a damn boring day.. pratically alone in the room the whole day.. read lots of news and read forums of technologies.. chat with Lorraine for a damn long time on line.. :D doctor say drink 8 cups of water a day.. i drank 8 bottles of water yesterday.. what to do.. very boring.. drink water lor.. haha.. i visited the loo about 20+ times yesterday.. urine all white.. hahaha.. so heathly right.. but got sicked of going toilet.. haha.. today i'll limit my self to 4-5 bottles.. Lorraine came over with delicious but semi- melted choc cake which was very nice to share with me.. she studied her accounting and i read the Basic Theory book.. haha.. seems like i know almost everything inside except for some stupid Traffic Police hand signs that did not have much logical meaning to me.. if i fail basic and advance theory on my first attempt.. i'll attempt suicide man.. joking.. i'll just live in disgrace and dishonour.. haha.. then Clarine was so nice to come visit me at 1am.. so so nice of her.. ask me to teach her accounting so i had to teach her and Lorraine.. mid night tuition?? haha.. they understand and do well i happy already.. haha

yesterday was at home the whole day.. was a good mummy boy basically the whole week.. think also gonna be home the whole day today.. cousins and aunts came over for dinner.. everyone is watching tv except me.. my head is still a bit dizzy.. guess it's because of sleeping so late.. davin is getting happier.. :D

still sick after 5 days of battling the viruses.. still refuse to go see a doc.. they will tell you the same thing.. i also can be doctor.. drink more water.. rest more.. take your medication on time, blah blah blah.. was a bad boy though.. went out till 3 am last night.. went over to Lorraine's place to play mahjong.. dont want to dissapoint her as she have been taking care of me for the past few days.. Lorraine, Clarine, Marylnn and Tricia were there.. they talk a lot about things a 17 year old turning 18 should not listen to.. we went over to marina south to play aracade and then thomson prata for supper.. dont know what am i gonna do tonight.. got a few plans..

P/S: des just told me we're going to MOS tonight?!?!?!?!??!?!?!? you can have my life instead.. haha

Davin teo wei sheng is still sick today, due to too many late nights, so i'll be helping him to blog, just to make sure that he doesn't blog any crap. haha. you should have seen how sick davin was yesterday, and he still inisited on acting hero, not wanting to see a doctor or take medicine. if his sickness doesnt cure soon, i will laugh! hahas. alrights la, i'm not so bad :)
he is in school now not doing anything, just chatting on msn, and dunno wad else, and keeps complaining that he is bored,such a lazy bum that fella. probably in an hour or so, he might just fall asleep on the table and drool all over his hands and have stupid dreams, rite davin? hahah. den another hour later he will probably go meet the guys for lunch and they will go to FJ, cos PORRIDGE is the only thing davin can eat this few days, the MORE WATER and CENTURY EGG in the porridge the better rite? haha. and then his client will come later around 2.30, and after much later, he will go for some sharing session, i duno whats that cos im not in tep, yups.
and when schools over, he will go to amk and play pool with the guys, or if he's mummy makes noise again he will go straight home.
this is a day in the pathetic life of teo wei sheng. get well soon k? ;) hahaha.

have not been feeling well these 3 days.. yesterday was the worst.. went home early as i could not take it in school and my lips was pale.. went home to rest.. Lorraine was so nice to come over and bought medicine for me.. accompanied her to watch "Click" at PS and the movie was hilarious and i enjoyed it very well.. it was very sad towards the ending.. but it was just all a dream.. if it ended that way.. i'll be feeling sad for the rest of the night.. after the movie, i was sick again.. pop 2 panadols (my record), and went to bed.. but woke up 1 hr later and could not sleep again.. was tormenting at that part.. tossing and turning in pain.. hope i'll recover soon as i'm feeling so weak.. sighhh..

been out for days only coming home in the morning.. sighhh.. mum called last night and scold.. very guilty about it.. saw it coming too.. friday night, went Mos with the boys and birthday girl Shang.. Lorraine, Clarin, Marylnn, Jason and Sherm joined us too.. so in all we have about 12 people+.. haha.. danced for like many many hours? we stayed till the place close at 5.. haha.. ben dan and harrold got drunk and i have to look after those bastards who behave like animal.. reached home at 6.30am.. Saturday.. went to meet Lorraine and co at her house.. we played mahjong till about 5am.. went to east coast park for break fast.. and we went to walk.. haha.. so many people practicing tai ji.. we all so shag and reach home at 9am.. last night.. went melvin's chalet.. his birthday.. loads of people that we dont know.. haha.. as usual.. the guys sat down and make our selves at home outside and play cards and mahjong.. we left about 12+am cause we all had tep.. but i went with Lorraine and Clar to play pool and raech home around 3am+.. gotta go home today ba.. Mum's is not a happy woman.. my bad.. totally.. sighhhh.. really sad..

today is such a boring day.. came a little late to school.. a lot of people are on flexi and some went off early.. i'm the only guy of Km/Eldc left.. there are like 40 people here.. 10 guys.. but i'm the only 1 left.. anyway i'm the only real guy here.. :P hahaha.. went to show my project to the client and we test run it at a lecture hall for tomorrow NYP Entrepreneurship Development (ED) Day.. feel so proud that my product will be show case at a prestige event.. been feeling proud of my work these few days.. gotta run now.. guess will be going to club with the guys tonight..

was too tire to update yesterday.. did client project the whole damn day.. edit edit edit.. finally we are ready.. quite happy with it.. AND!! there was this competition for the best poster for national day.. my team came in second!!! all thanks to my beautiful poem.. :D :D :D first time i join a competition in poly and won something already.. just like in secondary days.. join what competition sure win something.. haha.. i'm so proud of my self.. told mum.. guess she is proud of me too!! :D went town last night.. slack opposite the istana (where the president live for those who are blur) dozens and dozens of modified cars were playing with their car there.. can hear the sound of the roaring engine from far and the lovely click sound when they change their gear.. we watched for about an hour.. then was about to leave and we saw 6 cars race in front of our eyes!! the bmw m3 beat a few Subaru wrx and honda civic.. what a treat we had last night.. they better win more race now.. because when my gang and i get our lincese.. they better give way cause DK `Vin is here.. hahaha

nothing special today.. went school to that boring km room.. play pool and came home.. kinda bored.. haha.. shrugs..

damn boring today!! watched tv the whole day.. never went out.. so i guess nothing much to blog? haha.. oh ya.. wishing all my friends who are having exams.. the best of luck.. :D

oh man i'm sure am tire.. had so much fun last night.. pranking people in town.. hahaha.. disturbed so many people in all sorts of way.. pretending to sell them drugs.. scaring them.. playing taxi drivers.. telling them to take us to malaysia.. hahaha.. the most funny one is they played a cashier at mac's.. super hilarious.. went selatar dam to see cars then to JK.. today.. i stayed home till around 8.. met the guys at town with shang and sharon.. played pool and sit down and chat.. haha.. me and harrold walked from amk station to my house before he take a cab back.. we really nothing better to do.. quite fun.. you guys should try it one day too..

woke up at 12pm today.. haha.. took flexi till 1pm.. haha.. i dilly delly before coming to school at 1.15pm.. saw the emrs guys at the entrance and they told me they going to fly kite.. i was like huh?? fly kite.. say real one la.. haha.. then they told me really.. they going marina south to fly kite.. hahaha.. i got nothing to do the whole day.. harrold acc me till now.. he went to visit a doc to get mc.. haha.. ben and jen at amk poly clinic getting mc too.. terrible people.. all over slept la.. haha.. i blog now is because tonight we will be staying in town till early morning playing pranks.. haha.. we will be watching Tokyo drift later!! whee woo whee.. the highly anticipated movie for us.. haha.. gonna have so much fun later!! :D

today is a damn tiring day.. firstly i went school late cause i was super shagged.. haha.. could not help it.. naughty Vin.. stared at the computer pratically the whole day.. yawns.. make one moody and tire man.. have to embark on a new cilent project which is due on 11/8/06.. it has 2000 over frames in flash.. can die man.. haha.. tomorrow the guys say that we will have some fun in town.. pranking people.. haha.. looking forward to it though i will be having flexi till 1 tomorrow.. wahahahah..

My Singapore Our Home



41 years has gone by
But a small country still stands strong
Against all odds it fought
To be a respected country to all
How did Singapore do it?
How did she over came the troubles faced



The formula is rather uncomplicated
Unity is the key to all success
Singapore has no natural resources
People are the only assets of her
4 major races in Singapore
None is discriminated but rather appreciated



Different religion leads to different beliefs
Different races leads to different culture
But it does not lead to differences in treatment
4 million people from different walks of life
But a single heart beat to describe them all



No one owes Singapore a living
This is where no one is neglected or despised
Everyone is loved no matter what race they are
This is where we all can call home
This is My Singapore Our home



this is a poem i created for the Ndp day poster contest, dont comment if it suck please.. i did it in 5 mins.. haha..

did quite a lot of work today, finished my E-resume in flash.. haha.. quite please with it as i dont believe from the start i can do such stuff.. had training on flash too.. guess no one remember? hahaha.. no notes and go so fast.. today soccer was good!! we play play at the start.. the defenders were now strikers so me and melvin played as strikers.. the strikers played as defender.. hahaha.. they playfully scold me what i usually scold them when they never come back and defend.. hahaha.. the funniest thing was... Davin was the man of the match!!!! for the first time!! why?? thinking how can a defender become one? easy.. by scoring 2 goals.. hahahaha.. 2 weird goals.. first one was someone rammed the ball at me and it deflected in.. the funny thing was that i was about 30 m away from the goal post and was at the right flank.. haha.. how did the ball go in? i still wonder.. the second was easy.. melvin save a penalty and i just whack it in..
oh ya poor him.. dan kicked him leg super hard.. we have to use a strecher to carry him out to take cab!! hahaha.. he is now ok.. :D

today is a damn boring day.. got caught playing games and gonna receive my first warning letter.. that means that i'll not get an A.. damn it.. stupid mistake.. i damn sad.. nothing much to say..

did nothing much today.. stayed at home pratically most of the day.. cousins and aunts came over for dinner.. always enjoy their company.. met the guys around 9.30 at thomson's prata house and we talk shit as usual.. haha.. too bad a few cant join us.. jason having exams.. harrold is a loser, wont come.. bryan cant come out at night.. :( i went off first as lorraine was so nice to come pick me up as she was going to meet jason and then clarin.. long day again tomorrow.. ahhh!!

bryan bro called early this morning, he was coming over to my house.. for the first time.. haha.. we listened to songs, he help me with some flash, watch pool and even slept on the couch together.. :D haha.. went with my mum and aunt to meet baobei.. she very naughty as usual.. refuse to greet us, terrible girl but i still love her a lot.. i carried rachelle and she slept in my arms.. love it so muh.. so happy!!! after that went town meet jen and the friend, harrold that faggot came very late.. we watched lady in the water with lorriane and co. quite boring.. many people slept when i turned my head.. i slept for a short while too.. haha.. super tire.. gotta pass spca tomorrow.. sorry guys.. :(

we had BBQ at east coast park that consists more than half the EMRS team, festive people and 1 admin.. hahaha.. we had loads of fun i guess.. we took flexi to leave early but wasted half an hour in school burning disc.. everyone paid $13 because a few backed out last min.. sad.. i ate loads of crab meat and hot dog.. that is so pathetic la.. we carter ready food instead of preparing our selves as it is very time consuming.. i just returned home after meeting lorriane, clarin and marreline (sure spell wrongly).. haha.. test me of this "black magic" game and i cant think of the answers to how they get it right.. damn it.. make me so frustrated.. Poor clarin gotta meet her bf adel, even though he ignored her for a week.. she going to wait till he comes home and try to talk to him.. poor girl.. i wonder at times.. is there any problems with boy's school guys? no intentional offends.. but i find they are really different..

super super tire.. been facing the computer since morning.. managed to complete my client project right on time.. super super tiring.. nothing much today.. except ben bro passed his BT (basic theory), lucky shit.. hahahaha.. joking.. that is this infamous blogger from my school, mrdrinkalot? haha he closed his blog down due to too many negative comments.. pity him a bit too.. just a bit cause i hate his entries.. tomorrow is BBQ for EMRS which consists of festive and admin team too.. lookin forward to it. :D

NOTICE

i have nothing to do with the previous entries but is quite true ya? hahaha..

i'm in school now, facing the computer since morning and i guess since we're having my break now, i might as well blog cause i'll be too lazy and tire to do it tonight.. i'm exhuasted.. haha..
i wanna talk about this cute person named "lol" in my tag board.. people who have not read please take a look at my tag box.. haha.. cute person with a cute tag huh.. hahaha.. he/she said: "scolding ppl and laughing at them is ur forte. but u nv laugh at urself for ur own mistakes. u're perfect? lol. u're jus one of the losers who thinks he's a winner. i'm coward for not stating my name" sorry but to tell you that i wont laugh at my self or my mistakes.. why? very simple.. because.. my mistakes are minor and they are not funny cause i get with my level of IQ, i will know how to not reveal any major mistakes i made.. and why not my self too?? why will a person laugh at himself? only people without sanity does that? and why must i laugh at my self when my life is not a joke maybe like yours? :D i got so many people in my life that teasures, cares, shower love and concern to and on me.. why must i laugh at myself? and come on dont leave an initial of "lol" put your real name down.. or come tell me in my face why you're saying such things.. i'll be delighted to know what people are unhappy about me.. :D

cute davin? HAHA

super long day today or will be for the next 5 weeks plus.. faced the computer the whole day.. eye pain man.. haha.. been doing the cilent project.. very very rush.. haha.. soccer was not bad today actually, had fun defending.. played quite well today i think.. let in 1 goal only but not anyone's fault.. bryan bro so nice to join us to play and he does not know how to play but he let in 1 ball.. so no one is too blame.. haha.. it was fun till, this moron from jason's class.. his style of playing sucks la.. super rough and go for legs one.. push and pull.. he kicked my ankle twice the last time we play.. i was pissed with him already.. then he elbowed brian today, that started my blood boiling.. he pushed me too, was starting to get on my nerve.. i burst when i wanted to clear a bad pass from my team mate and he came flying with his boots super high and towards my face.. i dodged it of course.. i burst on the spot.. i shouted: " f*#k you la!!", he shouted back the same.. we came chest to chest.. he banged me and i banged back.. i say punch me la.. if he punch i wont hit back.. i will report him.. i damn smart one.. he will get into trouble for that punch.. then he push me.. everyone came and grab.. those who were very far away asked what happened.. i told them then i started abusing him verbally.. call him mushroom head and many more.. haha.. i laughed at what i scolded him too.. hahaha.. that loser..

damn blogger.. sucks.. keep having problems.. hahaha.. today my first day at my new stop over.. KM = knowledge management for those who dont know.. we do cilent projects and e learning projects for the school.. i'm the admin.. hahaha.. make do a lot of admin stuff today.. do the contact list, make a proper attendance sheet and etc.. and i did my team logo using flash.. hahaha.. though is sucky but i put in lots of effort k.. Mr Woon, my supervisors asked who were interested in taking up a cilent project.. i immediately voluteer my group.. haha.. got lots of stuff to do tomorrow.. haha

hey people.. my com is finally back up.. i promise to update more frequently.. :D nothing up today cause i was home the whole day.. shall update later a bit.. :D

im a DINOSAUR!!!
hahaha

hey people!! sorry for not updating, my com is down.. i smacked it and it died on me.. hahaha.. this is what i have done this week.. watched sucky italy get the world cup... damn i hate them.. lousy soccer, boring to watch.. should have won oscar awards too.. haha.. every night go out till late.. oh ya.. last night had BBQ with my super fun loving Emrs team.. yay we rock!!!
<-- by Elis, my team member.. we ate damn a lot of food.. i realised something.. the girls in my team are super heavy eaters.. in lamen term.. MONSTERS!!! oh my.. you should seen how much they eat.. non stop of putting food and clearing food in their mouth.. we were eating sushi brought by the least expected but the organiser that planned it well, Agnes.. there were half a tray left of sushi when i went to bbq mush mellow.. but when i return in less than 5 mins.. it was totally empty.. oh my goodness!! MONSTERS in their runs!! we all had a enjoyable night i guess..

ok since the girls wanna compare.. let's do a comprasion.. Vin` 84 kg vs 2 girls= 86kg
picture this.. the 3 of us ate the same amount of food.. and they claim i'm a monster too.. yes.. exactly i'm a guy weighing 84 kg.. 2 girls ate the same amount of food as me and they dare claim i'm a monster.. this is out of the world!! hahaha.. i'll update soon again..

sorry guys for not updating.. i've not really been home this week.. every day will hang out with the guys till 11+ .. go home to change and go chill with loraine and jason.. almost reach home at 5 am daily.. go school super tire and had to buy mc once.. haha. but this week will be the last of this type because they are starting school next week and cant afford to go out till so late.. some of them have to start studying i guess.. going out soon again.. hahaha.. midnight show soon

is 8am now.. just came back from dan's house.. what a night.. almost lost $125.. haha.. phew.. watched some superb underdog football.. as usual.. enjoyed the guys company.. we went to jalan kayu for some supper , everyone ate expect me because i was thinking what to buy and the mistakes i made.. haha.. Lorriane came over with her friend to dan's place to acc us.. Zouk tonight.. damn tire.. still have school the next day.. ahhh!!

came home earlier at 9.45 so that mum wont be so angry.. watched some incredible soccer games.. after that loraine, clarin and jason came to pick me up where we went liquid kitchen to chill.. damn that place.. smoking in aircon room.. can die for me man.. haha.. after that we send clarin back and the 3 of us went jalan kayu to chill till 5.. haha.. mum going to get mad if she know i went out so late.. haha

after the bad experience with police the night before.. went over to Shi Min's grand pa wake.. she was bored there so i decided to pay her a visit as i had promised.. which was a visit in the early mornings.. we stayed till 3 plus.. watched soccer till 5+ and had only a 4 hour sleep cause she would like me and jason to be able to send her grandpa off.. sighhh.. it is a very sad experience.. watching her cry this badly really hurt me.. the family were all crying non stop.. reminded me off how we sent my beloved grandma off.. sighhh.. hope that girl grow strong fast.. we went to brian's place to play game and watch soccer... just imagine 8 guys in a small room.. hahahahaha.. what a joke.. really enjoyed the guys company.. never fail to have jokes in every sentence.. =) i gotta turn in 8am already.. really need that sleep.. no sms or call please in the morning!! thanks.. hahas



to shi min : if you ever come across this entry.. please please be strong.. you know who to turn to for help.. =)


to my bros (drivers) : bonding this way really makes me happy.. w/o you little rascals.. my life will not be so meaningful.. haha

wanna know what happened today? here it goes.. i went to meet the guys at school to go for dinner.. we went to bought beer and drank.. suddenly.. ben's friend nick called and say that he is pestered and taunted by a group of guys who alway pick on him.. we took cab down.. me jen and ben ran to look for him as he was beaten suddenly.. jen had a tiger beer bottle with him.. haha.. we were crossing a traffic light when a police car stop us.. we wanted to say we were rushing for soccer but jen's hand had blood.. police thought we were the group fighting.. we got interrogated by them.. loads of question man.. like what happened? why come down? hero ah? wanna fight right? blah blah blah.. but guess what.. there were only 3 of us.. and 4 police car came.. 2 police SUV and a police van.. there were 5 uniformed police.. 2 investigator.. 7 plain clothe police and 1 superintendent.. damn it.. for such a small case.. so many people!! we stood there for 3 and a half hours.. was question the same thing for like 10 times? damn tire and was shocked a little..

DXO on monday night.. one night stand.. went to meet joee and co. at orchard first for some chilling.. after that jen,ben,jas,harr and me went to DXO together.. ok.. our friends were the organisers.. before it started we knew that the event was a flop already.. why? because they have about 600+ tickets which were not sold.. their losses were huge.. and dont understand why must they sell so many!!! make the place super pack.. starting was live band.. super turn off so we went to watch soccer first.. saw many familiar faces.. shengkai and gang.. poor them got banned because of some ah bengs who wanted trouble.. less than 5 mins on the dance floor.. i was surrounded by 8 girls?? grinding their ass on me.. then des call ask us go out.. me and ben were like " WHAT THE HELL!!!" haha.. steff joee and des joined in with us.. all dance together.. guess only me steff and joee enjoyed a little.. the rest were like very SIAN SIAN.. will we go DXO again? HELL NO!! so small.. class not there.. haha.. unless a whole group of pretty babes ask us to tag along or free admission for us.. hahaha

hmmm.. last night i did not blog because.. jason, loriane and clarin (sorry if i got you girls name wrongly) haha.. they call me.. 11.30pm.. and ask me to change and go down in a few mins time because they are already on the way.. haha.. so i quickly change my pants.. run into the lift topless and holding my slarders.. change all of those in the life.. haha.. pretty sick huh.. we went to the cathay to watch Omen.. went into threate 1.. the one that has the best audio sound system.. damn i was thinking.. horror movie with the best audio = more scary.. the show was alright.. though Vin as usual jump at his chair.. haha.. after the movie, they were smoking below.. we wanted to go to the toilet to pee when the 2 girls got scared and went into the male toilet with us.. intruding our privacy!!! hahas... we were in the car suggesting where to go for supper/breakfast.. they decided it will be Geylang.. what a place right.. 2 girls driving us around is patheic and shameful enough for me.. and now what.. 2 girls driving us to geylang!??! haha.. had a nice night.. ok.. tonight no entry again.. gonna club with the boys and maybe loraine and her friends too.. anyone going DXO drop me a sms yeah?? have a good day!!

went town to meet the guys today.. played pool walk around have dinner at ps.. haha.. damn sian man.. england only won by 1 goal.. and not even them scoring.. how sad man.. make me lose money again.. damn sian.. yesterday the second match i never bet but predict correctly.. today.. again never bet the second match predict correctly.. how sad can i get.. :( hahaha

took cough medicine.. feel very drowsy last night and slept without much trouble.. very difficult to wake up cause the effect of the medicine.. made me very tire today.. our last day at the fashion fitness.. a bit disappointing i feel.. sighhh.. team 3,4,5 had lots of conflict i feel.. never mind it is over.. almost wanted to whack someone today.. but the situation not that bad to the extend yet.. but soon if he continues with his shit of bullying my good friend and find fault.. we all went dan's place to watch soccer.. jen won a lot today.. the rest lost.. hahaha.. tomorrow will be a better day.. hahas.. over spent again.. all that i saved for the week were spent finish.. damn it.. had $60 today.. spend and lend all.. damn..

cough cough cough cough.. that is what i have been doing.. Brian is back.. :D the guys went over to his place to see him and and a drink.. damn.. i'm sick yet i still drank quite a bit.. everyone slept soundly i presume.. haha.. really enjoy being with the guys.. sing song while some play guitar.. play game.. listen to techno and dance.. hahaha.. sick people.. tomorrow night world cup is here!!! germany lose!!

The Best Dream In My Life

is now 6 something in the morning.. i would wanna blog this first now instead of tonight as the memory of the dream is still fresh in my head.. i wanna keep it as a memory.. a painful but sweet one.. how much i wish this dream will come true and the stupid saying of "dreams are the opposite of reality.." is fake.. even though you wont read this but i .... sighhh

what is the best dream of the 18 years or more of your life? thought of it.. this is my happilest in the inside and saddest on the outside.
have anyone had a dream which was so real on the inside that you refuse to stop the dream?
have anyone had a dream which you were smiling so happily inside but became so sad when you realise it was only a dream?

i have..

what is the best dream of the 18 years or more of your life? thought about it?? this is the dream that is so real to me.. this is my happilest in the dream world and saddest on reality to me..
i dreamt that you came back into my life.. i dont know why i dreamt about this but.. sighh...
why come into my dream amid the topic that suddenly been so hot to me, so many people this few days go :"Davin, do you still miss her?" i have never answer yes or no to that question i rather ignore it cause i thought i have let her go but only miss her just a little bit.. i was proved damn wrong.. why come into my dreams on the 1 year 2 month that we became apart?
what are the damn signs about..

i dreamt about the guys and definitely you.. you agreed to come back into my life after the so many things i have done to won your heart back.. i'm damn sure i was smiling in my sleep.. i remember i drop my bloster and it knock over my water bottle and i quickly picked it up and returned to sleep so that i can continue dreaming.. i was so damn happy in my dream.. i jumped screamed celebrate.. all that i will do when you come back to me.. why when i wanna run back to meet you and my damn phone rang and i have to wake up.. i was so damn farking sad when i woke up and realise it was only a dream.. now i know how much you still mean to me.. sighhh..

damn blogger.. hahaha.. wanna blog yesterday but webby down.. the things i wanna blog i think i dont say first ba.. haha.. today damn bored.. stayed at home.. so sian.. watch tv.. chat.. watch tv.. chat chat chat.. that's my life today.. still coughing like mad.. sighh..

cough cough cough.. that is what i did the entire day.. lots of phemlp.. dont yuck me.. i yuck myself too.. haha.. gross man.. can someone tell me how are they formed? thanks.. just very curious.. out of no where.. that yellow sticky stuff is that.. ekks.. watched soccer replay and pool on tv this 2 days.. learnt a lot by watching.. that's why they say.. must sit down and watch videos to improve.. even porn helps people with no creative minds to perform better.. opps.. you guys are all underage.. r 21.. sorry.. hahas.. damn.. i need to be 18!! cant club without worrying.. cant go too often.. keep getting tempted to go.. damn sad.. soon soon.. you all wait man.. haha

been busy relaxing this few days.. haha.. kor and mummy bought kfc for dinner.. i waited like 1 hr+ man.. told them call delivery.. haha.. i ate so much fried stuff even when my sore throat coming back.. how sad is that.. sighhh.. cough and cough.. so tiring..

update on the trip on tues to vaunt, MOS.. right after school we rushed home to change and prepare.. suppose to meet up at 8.15 but changed to 8.50 due to 2 bishan+thomson moron.. hahaha.. we waited for cab at raffles place for like 1 hr.. wanted to faint.. but jason friend loraine(sorry dont know how to spell) came to fetch us.. just imagine.. 10 people in a mpv.. hahaha.. when we arrived there the quence was patheic man.. but i told the guys to go in front and we cut.. smart right.. haha.. after a hour of squeezing.. we manage to reach the bouncer but me harrold and kelvin got kicked out cause we did not have ic.. wth.. damn sad man.. till we saw DAN!! i love him!! his mum was a sponser.. so she gave us tags to go in!! free! damn i should not have paid for the tickets.. in MOS.. the cage was not packed but the main hall, RNB.. was super packed to the core man.. we squeezed thru to get into the middle to dance.. some of the guys danced with girls.. but the typical nice Davin everyone know.. stayed away cause as usual he was shy.. but seriously during main events.. i pity the girls.. at least get touched by 1 thousand guys man.. we hanged around and danced till around 3.30.. went outside wanted to whack some malay guy who wanted to court trouble but decided not to as police were around.. i never will go to a underage party again.. too many kids.. ah lians, bengs, muts, minah.. really a joke when they dance rnb and like dancing to techno.. hahaha.. will update tomorrow about the farewell dinner for the DBI student who are leaving our T.E.P EMRS..

too tire to blog.. slept very little after a whole night of clubbing and standing in the day.. will update about what we did tomorrow.. :D

well.. expected it.. everyone was like wah!! vin what happened to your hair?!??! lots of people rub.. damn.. think free one!! your hands are dirty!! hahaha.. 3rd day of road show.. crowd is really bad man.. cant stand it.. but our sales were better.. 17.5 wee!! 10 more k tomorrow to achieve target but i aim above 20k.. opps.. am i too greedy? cause lots of things are out of stock.. haha.. tomorrow night vaunt!! hahahaha..

did nothing much again today.. stayed at home.. be a good boy..cause net few days wont be at home.. tuesday after road show is von.. go mos with the guys.. met 3 of them at thomson prata house. slack, chill and talk cock of course.. love them all

Vin` been a really good boy today.. he stayed home the whole day.. hahaha.. finally get to see mummy and daddy.. spend time with them.. haven seen them since sunday.. because of the road show.. watched tv.. slack.. chat.. sms.. haha.. that is a boring life..

if i say i stayed in school till 2 am on thursday night will anyone believe? all i can say is that i'm super super shag.. slept at 2.30am wake up at 6.30am.. 5.5 hrs after leaving school i'm back there again.. we were super short handed and super busy.. today sales were much better than day 1.. 4.5k for day 1.. 13.5 for day 2.. our total target is 45k.. we are almost half way there but.. no worries.. cause normally the laptops , cameras and mp3 will sell on the last 2 days.. really proud of my team and the supporting DBI team.. and most of all to Harrold who stayed with me till 2 am although it is not his problem and the promises he made.. of not MIA-ing and he has achieved marvellous sales.. sorry to anyone if i raise my voice or change my tone.. i've many tasks on my shoulders and my long lag of sleep.. Come on everyone!! we can do better!!!

tire tire tire!! have you guys heard of anyone who worked in school from 8.30am sharp all the way to 12am midnight?! no? now you have.. DAVIN!! realy really tire.. IT show tomorrow... please remember to come support my NYP peeps.. :D let me see my fruit of labour

sorry for the sucky entry today.. but i'm really tire.. forced my self to go town.. very very tire.. sorry..

guys.. i'm too tire to blog much.. long long day in school.. did presenting twice.. carried lots of stuff.. went to watch soccer after school.. bought a old game so that everyone can play together.. i'm just so tire!!

woke up to bad news.. i did something stupid yesterday.. i bet $100 on bacer to win.. damn.. i'm really crazy la.. lost $100.. jason won $110 with $5.. he bought away- home.. meaning the away team lead during 1st half and home team win the game at second half.. the odds are really high.. haha.. he treat me billiard but i paid $5 because it was really ex.. totally off form today.. lost 1 by loads.. lost the next one by 3 points? came from nothing to very close.. won the last one as form came back a little.. we went to watch s leauge after that.. no energy to scold much.. very tire.. sighhh.. when i open my eyes tomorrow.. a new week have started.. gonna be one of the most tiring and stressful week that i have without having exams.. our IT show is coming to town people!! do come down to NYP atrium at 25,26,29,30 of may to get some IT stuff at really afforable prices.. all these are student price.. well done to one and all to get these great deal!! one more week before we can rest guys!!!

tire!!!! people 5(slack) day week, me 6 (tiring) day week.. went back to school at 9.15am today to do lots of stuffs.. paper work and many many more.. did logictics.. cleared and combed the whole emrs store room.. i kept sneezing, super dusty.. dont understand why they keep all the old spoilt 1990s computers there in the box.. weird.. after that rushed home to change and bath.. met the guys an we went sentosa!! had a realyl fun day.. although i'm super tire.. walked damn a lot with diff people.. played soccer and captain ball.. me and dan combed the whole beach cause he wanna see all the girls there.. haha. saw hui yi, samantha, jojo and riccia there too.. was nice meeting them there.. :D super tire guys.. everyday i reach home so late. . mum gonna scold soon.. lucky no need take cab today.. almost missed the last bus.. nights!!!

there are some people that thinks that i am damn free and never do work.. ok i admit.. for the first 4 weeks.. i been M.I.A and slacking.. but this 2 weeks i have been doing tons of work even at home to finish them up.. been doing OT even when i dont have to.. today is another tiring day.. run up and down.. left and right.. talk and talk and talk.. the only free time i had was the patheic 35 mins while waiting for my teacher to print the cooperation guildlines when i became crazy.. go round using the loud hailer to disturb me.. i gonna lose my mind soon.. the other free time i got was when i was waiting for my friend to type some thing while i assist him.. i lied on a while and fell soundly a sleep for 7 mins.. it's ok if people think i'm slacking.. the teachers, my colleagues and friends know how much shit i have done will do.. went town today.. same thing played prank on some people when we got scolded "siao!!!" very loudly in town.. hahaha.. i took cab 5 times this week.. last thurs, fri, mon,wed and today.. hahaha... spending too much money.. but i seriously need time off after work to relieve stress.. damn tiring.. tomorrow still have to go back school at 9.15am to do work.. we will not be given extra felxi leave.. this are voluntary work.. this are all the things i dont have to do but i still helping out.. IT show in 3 working days.. damn.. so many things to do next week.. sighhhh..

this past few weeks, especially this week have been superbly busy for me.. from morning till noon do paper work after paper work.. super tormenting man.. never done so much paper work in my life.. and the responsibility on my shoulders is like 100 tons of weight.. having some stupid problems this 2 days.. seriously think is neither party fault.. but i was unlucky one to pick up the phone and i become the bad guy.. wth man.. so damn unfair to me la.. i dont know why for the 1st time even when it is none of my fault i must go explain.. first time man.. the guys were saying it is about man egos that i never talk? fark man's ego la.. i let my down already.. messaged 3 times 7 sms altogether to no reply.. forget it.. i'm stressed enough.. better just shut up like what i am doing or invite unneccesary trouble.. forget it..

nothing great happened.. not gonna talk about anything today.. damn the day

without saying much.. today is a more tiring day.. same thing.. slept late.. hahahaha.. watch titanic 2 preview.. too fast too furious tokyo drift and a amazing fight video.. damn.. super stressed.. sighhh.. sorry people if i raise my voice a little too loud.. the thing that i was doing were all erased when a friend pluck a wire out from the cpu when she was taking her thumb drive.. i nearly fainted.. haha.. but manage to do it finish.. so much paper work.. suppliers not very cooperative.. sighhh.. long and tire day again tomorrow

super tire!! firstly.. not enough sleep.. secondly.. so much work.. oh my.. finally ViN` is stressed with work.. 7 working days more to our IT show and we are not even prepare.. i wanna scream!! my group handling so many suppliers... fainting soon.. update a proper one when i have the time..

today was a very unfulfilling day.. did nothing much.. except gaming.. relatives came over and we all had steam boat.. delicous!! hahaha.. baobei was lost went my uncle and his family went to carefourr.. i ask her.. why you so naughty? my mum told me that a uncle brought her to a aunty and the aunty brought her to another aunty.. this is discribe by baobei.. must be a shopper found her pass her to the carefour staff who brought her to the info counter.. hahaha.. i ask her what did the aunty first do.. her reply which was very unexpected, "what is your name?!" hahahha.. she so damn cute la.. everyone burst into laughter.. simply love her!!

today is a super tiring day.. haha.. met jason early in the morning to go to The Cathay for the dan vin ci code breaker race.. my damn brother la.. ask me go help him cause he got confinement.. he say the goodie bag got premiums worth 1.3k.. turn out 0.3k also like not there.. what a joke.. haha.. enjoyed my day with the super tire jason who did not sleep the whole night but came to join me.. i own him one man.. out of 8 locations we manage only 3 and the first team to complete have completed half an hour before we reach 3.. hahahaha.. we are jokes.. cause we spent so much time finding eastern regional centre.. went so many places.. i got a hunge at tampines but jason say too far.. impossible.. but i was right.. haha. he own me 2 drinks... hahahaha.. after that met the rest at cine.. haha.. same thing.. did lots of funny shit.. good company to have.. :D went pub where the guys watch soccer below and girls above sing ktv.. haha.. we got join them too but like for 25 minutes.. damn liverpool .. win by so much tyconess.. damn.. screwed up team.. lucky freaks.. hahahaha

was woken up many times today.. by bro coming home.. carrying my cousin to lay him between us.. go toilet.. the kids came over and played so loudly that i gave sleeping up.. haha.. had fried things today.. finally.. drank mushroom soup.. aunt cooked western food.. yummy.. then we went to my uncle's place and i played with baobei.. :D i carry Rachelle!! she keep smiling at me when i carry.. everyone carry she never smile.. except me.. yeah!! but she cried later, i guess she was uncomfortable by my tight carrying.. cause i was scare la.. went to have dinner.. wow. really cheap.. lots of stuff but only 119 dollar.. as usual mum argue to pay.. haha.. mummy such a nice woman.. after that came home to change.. went to meet jen and his buddies at thomson.. cause we suppose to meet the rest at orchard.. but we decided to wait for ben.. but gave up cause he was so long.. we left for orchard and they told us.. they leaving.. haha.. the 2 of us like some lonely dudes.. decided to go check if china black has closed down already.. but the lift we were in suddenly shut off.. super dark inside.. jen shouted" davin, what happen.. i very scare!!" i was on the phone with ben.. ben heard it all.. hahaha.. pussy jen.. almost cried.. lucky a couple who is outside press open.. we went for some pool and chill out at ljs and out cine.. enjoy the time with the guys.. :D hope tomorrow we going out again.. depend on jen.. that pussy.. hahaha

shag shag shag!! today's job for distributing cakes and flowers were so much easier.. no need to pack.. haha.. was usher at the door with terence today.. but...... we did more than we have to do.. we were like bouncers.. ahhaha.. stop people from entering and checking their admin cards.. haha.. i was so bored so i thought why not ask all of them put on their lan yard.. hahaah.. made about 20+ people.. go back take their lan yard.. hahaha... sorry people!! dont hate me... i pretend to be "good" to lend some of them my lan yard.. haha.. we lied saying the director is inside.. then all will freak out.. hahaha.. after that.. we pretend to do spot check on those leaving.. hahahaha.. and the last was.. we took them to stamp their hands "redeemed" before they can leave the room.. wahahahha!! pranksters!!! ok la.. i did that to make the atmosphere better.. :D my jokes may be carried too far sometimes but.. i dont mean it.. sometimes people just dont want when to stop.. haha.. after school we went to chill at amk.. ate kfc.. played some billiard and went to slack at under a hdb block.. haha.. had so much fun with the guys.. relive the old times like ah bengs.. haha.. harrold learned to smoke.. haha.. he is a joke la.. took 4 cigarettes.. haha.. like a clown.. we video it down.. credits goes to our jen sen.. haha.. ok i'm tire..

ViN` is more sick than yesterday.. damn.. so sick still help to unload and carry the stuff.. do so many things today.. packed the cookies like mad.. talk to the people who are collecting like mad.. shout here and there.. clear up.. wah.. so tiring la.. cough the whole damn day.. now my throat so painful.. suck the medicine no use.. think tomorrow no voice.. sighhh..

ViN` was very sick today.. went home early today.. rest and watch a movie.. feeling much better now.. thanks to all for their concern.. :D

slept super little.. and now 1 le.. oh my.. i already sick till not sleeping.. terrible me.. throat is killing.. cant eat this cant eat that.. sighh.. please let me recover..

i read a friend's blog.. she was saying like a guy who was close to her have gone.. i got a feeling it is me.. but better not so thick skin.. if it is really the case.. is not that i want to let it be this way.. but i have my reasons and for her own good too.. sighhhh

Vin` is super shag.. worked these 2 days.. stayed for so so long.. throat hurted like mad.. having a sore throat.. sighhh.. haha.. lost $50 tonight.. damn chelsea.. losers.. update a proper one tomorrow..

too tire to blog.. tomorrow then blog.. cannot stand le.. eyes shutting..

we had team building games today.. damn ben.. when we making water bombs.. he pour a whole pail of water over me.. leaving me drench to go for my meeting in a air con room.. jerk.. haha.. during water bombing session.. i got bombed really badly too.. haha.. after that we went for movies.. watched "a stranger call", horror show.. damn.. some really scary parts where everyone jumped.. jen sen and dan were pussies.. haha.. jump at the most little thing.. me? ok la.. only for those really scary.. blame the sound effect.. scream a little too.. hahaha.. dont laugh please.. much better than last time le.. last time dont even dare watch.. now better.. lalalala

played soccer today.. had some fun.. i kicked a guy while he was in the air and he flew higher.. was not intentional man.. sorry dude.. sighhh.. this few weeks gonna be such busy weeks.. so much of things to do.. sourcing of supplier and all.. tired.. oh ya!! bao bei called me last night!! :D :D :D her dad dialled my number and pass her the phone.. she was actually looking for me!! so so so happy.. she repeated what her father said at the back ground.. cause she can barely speak.. she called me davin kor kor!! for the first time!!! and she asked.. where are you now?? i say i just finish playing football, Gabrielle leh? she say.. i watching show.. cinderella!! then i ask Gabrielle love cinderella ah?? she say ya.. and added kor kor when you coming my house? come my house!! then i say ok.. i will de.. then she say ok.. good night!! bye bye!! in such undiscribable cute manner.. i simply love her!! :D

wore formal wear today.. damn.. wore ankle socks too cause evening got soccer.. cut the back of my foot.. super pain.. the skins all tear.. if you thinking it is some cheap shoes.. think again.. my is polo one.. haha.. played soccer.. let in 2 really dumb goals.. never mind.. motivate me to train harder.. a guy bigger size than me.. kicked my shin twice.. damn.. say sorry la.. and jump on me once.. damn you!! i trying my best to cut down on swearing.. did pretty well these few days i think.. :D tired!!

went out with the guys today.. went over to brian's place with ben.. lydia joined us in the afternoon.. haha.. we all went to play billiard and some basketball.. alway fun to hang out with them.. :D yesterday night went over to my uncle's place.. played with baobei the whole night.. she is so so so so adorable!! keep running into her room to take out different toys to exhibit to us.. can you imagine how cute she was? :D took many pictures of her.. and most of all.. she hugged me very tightly today!! first time!! and kissed me twice!! i so love her.. although most of the time she ignores..hahaha

went malaysia today with Jun.. sian.. the custom told me that international passport must be more than 6 months in valid.. she will allow me to pass thru Singapore check point but not sure if the malaysia side will allow.. i took a deep breathe and walk to the counter of the malaysia custom.. luckily!! i cleared it.. i noticed something.. most of the malaysian dont have to stamp or use the machine to get thru.. they simply just walk pass.. Jun asked the custom officer they say.. never mind one.. singapore check can already.. this is malaysia.. what to do.. haha.. next time i just use malaysia passport holder cover and just walk in will do la? hahaha.. damn.. Man united lost 3-0 to chelsea and they won the coveted champion.. sighh.. was disappointed and sad.. not sure what i'm gonna do tomorrow.. haha..

Ugly sheep not black sheep

i noticed something today.. haha.. i realised i'm mixing with a bunch of either really handsome or really cute guys.. damn!! and i'm the only one which dont belong to any of the above catagory.. how sad can it be? when your friends are all so attractive and you're like a plain sam.. haha.. people start to grow upwards where as you.. lots of people say you're growing bigger.. some say fitter some say fatter.. hahaha.. man.. feeling like a loser right now.. joking!! where there to be a loser when you're born this way.. haha.. damn.. i hate fridays.. at night nothing do.. i must make it a point to do something on friday, it's like so boring!! sighhhh..

hey people.. haha.. today is a very tire day for me.. stand about an hour +++ to make my orders for mother day.. thanks everyone who helped me!! :D i have $400 of orders.. though i asked only a few but out of the few almost all agreed.. haha.. good friends make my life easier.. love them all.. :D guess what is brian sale? almost everyone heard of it le.. haha.. $1.5k ok? i saw the cheque i wanted to faint.. haha.. what to do.. he's the man.. i'm the boy.. hahaha.. if he read this, his reply will be, :" wah lao.. what have such things one? all the same leh.. we are brothers." am i right big boy? haha.. met hou jun to go to ben q siemens.. haha.. they fired me and now ask me back to work.. haha.. need uniform.. so much better.. i'm really tire.. not sure wanna do what tomorrow.. sighhh.. everyone going out.. ok i go sleep first.. nights people!! :D

hey people.. haha.. we guys played soccer under the drizzle.. haha.. enjoyed so much.. everyone improved again.. i'm very very impressed with jen's performance.. he improved tremendously!! did the skill of the day.. haha.. love them all to bits.. haha.. i do get fierce when we losing but i dont mean much guys.. i love each and everyone of you.. even dan that gay boy.. hahaha.. joking!! nights people!!

hey people.. blogger screwed up.. i did type a post but it does not wanna post it up for me.. damn.. haha.. went to watch s leauge this few days.. haha.. so fun.. we can vent our stress out.. by scolding at the referee and the palyers.. so fun.. haha.. tomorrow soccer again at night.. cant wait for it.. :D gonna be so fun.. davin is selling cookies for mother's day!! contact me if you want ok? no profit earned.. it is for the school.. nights people!! :d

hey people.. i posted something but it did no publish out.. damn.. went to watch s league with ben and desmond.. hahas. so fun.. we scold and shout at the players and referee.. haha.. lost toe a new bie in pool toady.. what a disgrace.. sighhh..i was very sad.. but i will sure pick my self up and never let me happen again.. hahas.. ok people. ViN` is not feeling well.. nights!! :D

hey people.. i posted something but it did no publish out.. damn.. went to watch s league with ben and desmond.. hahas. so fun.. we scold and shout at the players and referee.. haha.. lost toe a new bie in pool toady.. what a disgrace.. sighhh..i was very sad.. but i will sure pick my self up and never let me happen again.. hahas.. ok people. ViN` is not feeling well.. nights!! :D

hey people.. haha.. today pratically nothing much to do.. so slack around.. went to play pool.. damn lost to a new bie.. 5 balls on the table.. biggest lost in my life.. sad.. but i'll pick my self up.. haha.. went to watch s league with ben and desmond.. shout at the players and refree.. what a joke.. haha.. ok Vin` is not feelin well.. good night people.. :D

hey people, davin is a little high now.. went to aunt's brother wedding at orchard there.. drank 5 cups of red wine and 2 shots of martell.. hahas.. think i drank one of the most exp in total.. sorry!! he still recoginse me.. and saw my aunt's nephew who were my younger play mates.. :D all grew up le.. the bride was gorgeous.. sexy and pretty.. figure real good.. opps.. she is married.. hahaha.. lots of pretty girls there too.. haha.. ok i off first.. scare tomorrow cannot wake up.. nights people!! :D

hey people.. went to meet a bro for some pool this morning.. not disclosing name for some reason.. hahas.. went to my cousin 1st month celebration.. she was not really the lime light cause she just slept and slept.. :D i was attached with my bao bei the whole night.. played with her.. do many things to make her stop crying.. simply love her too much.. :D so coincidence.. stephanie.. my child hood friend in the same tep as me.. but i did not recogise her.. she knew who i were but never come talk to me cause she thought i know she is who but i act dao.. haha.. ok nights people.. have wedding to attend tomorrow.. the wedding crashers!! :D nights!!

21 April

this date above may be something normal or nothing special to most people.. but to me is a date, i'll never forget in my life.. i still use it for some important access code.. this date is the date when someone special came into my life but i did not cherish and treasure her.. she changed me whole.. from a childish ah beng guy into someone i am today.. shall elaborate more when i want to.. haha.. this could be our 4th anniversary but it was not to be.. some of my peeps may wonder why this few days i'm more fun of nonsense and super stress.. this is the reason guys.. hahas.. damn..



hey people.. today has been a very busy day indeed.. run here and there type out documents, print, then got virus.. retype.. then set up the stall for our mini road show.. we selling tibits and some magazine.. it was pretty hard to sell cause we took the left overs that team 1 did not chose.. our target was $150 but we hit near $200!! think we are the only group that went over the target by so much.. cheers guys!! had fun working with you all.. and those that supported me by buying.. especially BM0509!! THANKS GUYS!!! :D after that.. put back so many rows of macdonald tables chairs, thought 5.30 can knock off but cannot.. must retype the new stock list.. arghh!! super tire.. haha.. learnt a lot today.. :D

hey people.. ViN` is super tire and exhuasted this few days.. carry lots of heavy stuffs.. run here and there.. wah.. tire and very stressed.. sighh... lack of sleep too.. but when i lie on my bed.. i cant seem to sleep.. haha.. tomorrow is our team frist road show.. will be a mini one.. but it's the first.. haha.. products are sucky cause last min change.. that damn supplier back out.. leaving us with some product from cheers that cannot be food cause team 1 selling food.. damn.. then so much no stock.. ok update longer tomorrow.. really very tire.. :( nights people

hey people.. my second day of T.E.P today.. haha.. the astmosphere getting better as everyone begins to talk more.. but more and more work are coming.. i ran from my project area up and down many times to complete our assignment.. those people from the operation management are so kind.. they use the computers there to msn and left me with no coms.. and some errors in our work so i have to make many runs to and fro.. tire.. :( hahas.. ok tomorrow a long day cause we playing soccer after work.. :D nights people

hey people.. first day of t.e.p.. showed the shy side of me.. my whole group girls.. what you expect me to do? already say davin shy among girls.. hahas.. ok our senior say our events management this year is very very tough.. cause there are lots of things to do this time.. the previous batch onwards are basically slacking and doing nothing.. poor us.. :( but for the A!! i'm going to do it.. brain storming.. planning and execute our plans this friday.. damn fast ah? first day need do power point presentation le.. my friends all walking around doing nuts.. especially ben.. never contribute to his hopeless group.. opps.. haha.. kidding!! met many of my ex class mates today.. happy to see them all.. many of them excited to see me too.. scream my name so loud.. *blush haha cause no entertainer in their class le.. Rong2 the worst.. scream my name so loudly!! then want hug me.. scare me.. i got a real shock.. miss her too la, her blurness and powder england that make me laugh.. ok soccer going to finish.. turning in soon people.. miss everyone out there!! :D nights!!

hey people.. ok nothing much to add again.. except went to my ancestor's tombs.. those that are in blocks which the ashes are only there.. we prayed to all of them.. cause my mother's cousin wont do it.. before they were all brought here together.. my uncle have to go to 12 different locations in singapore to pray.. and even if my great great grand ma is beside my great grand father.. he cannot pray for my great grand father first.. he must go by the seniors to the younger one.. so he have to go diff jungles in singapore.. ok my 3rd uncle went once with him and he say wont do that again.. the mosquito are killers.. he wore his shortson his knees to cover up as much flesh as possible.. mum and me talked about PO PO(grand ma), this is a very sensitive topic to me.. almost drop a tear.. i truely dearly miss her a lot.. :( school starts tomorrow.. nights people..

hey people!! stayed home did nothing much.. hahas.. bet on soccer today.. lost $100.. hahaha.. tomorrow hope i got something to do.. so bored.. next day.. t.e.p.. hahas.. chatting with lots of peeps from my class.. :D lots of craps.. got extra pocket money!! mum won in mahjong!! yeah!! love my mummy!! :D win more please mummy!! nights people!! :D

ViN` is still not too happy.. hahaha.. stayed home today.. aunt came over.. it was raining cats and dogs so we cancelled our trip to my grand parents' tombs.. read new paper just now.. damn sick..this muslim man have 10 wives, already broke the law of 4.. and he have 66 kids... 33 boys 33 girls.. evenly spread out ya? but that is his last for now.. he is going to serve a 20 years sentence and 24 wonderful strokes of the ro tan.. he raped 5 of his flesh and blood.. scum bag.. tell his wives to ask the girls have sex with him cause of a religious lesson.. the girls are clsoe with some guys and the father was planning to fulfill the girls' sexual pleasure so they wont have sex with other guys.. and the wives complied and ask their daughter.. one even cried while pleading with her daughter.. i thought they will plead with their husband not to have sex with the girls but instead is pleading with the girls to have sex with their husband.. sick sick sick.. ok soccer time people.. gonna watch till around 5 +.. nights!! :D

ViN` is NOT too happy today, shall not elaborate.. :< hahas.. met the guys for soccer today.. when i reach there only rezal was there.. everyone was late.. we played in the rain.. caught a cold le.. during the game.. i sprained my man hood again.. damn.. so many times le.. what to do.. must defend well but today i got knee capped directly on to my man hood.. ouch*~! jen ben and me went over to the coffee shop to eat and chat.. realise most of us do not have a happy family.. that's why people.. dont get marry.. what for.. unless you really really love him/her and sex is not the only factor that bind you 2 together.. ok i'm 17+ but i sure know loads.. haha.. just finish folding incease paper to be burn together for my grand parents.. mummy ask me to help and i finish it all.. filling a lot black garbage bag.. took 3 hrs 30 mins.. sat there watch tv and sms while folding.. i really miss my po po (grand ma in hokkien) sighhh.. next time tell you guys more about her.. i bound to shed a tear... nights people!! good friday is here!! thank god for jesus..

hey people!! short but lots of activities today.. went to meet houjun, Bert and Yong zhao at their work place there.. after that we went to eat sakae su shi buffet at uob plaza.. damn.. regretted.. till now i feeling so bloated.. wanna vomit.. we ate and talk lots of crap at the same time.. they came to us and say last order.. being smart.. we ordered lots of food.. and they even say.. food wastage will have to be paid.. hj say confidently.. sure can finish one la.. he and his big mouth.. the food that came were non stop.. so much of food!! we started to panick and laugh and laugh.. i finished my share, almost took my life.. i put some rice under each plate to flatten them but got found out.. hahas.. put every where i can... bert and hj.. useless.. talk so much.. end up putting the food into bert's paper bag.. haha.. damn.. so bloated!! i was laughing my head out.. i pretended to eat a handroll while walking out.. i ran to the toilet to spit it out.. hj.. as useless as usual.. vomitted.. hahahahaha.. jun you retard!! hahaha.. after that we went boat quay to drink.. ok more bloated now.. hahas..

being very long since we last took a picture.. :D ok very ugly i know.. what you expect? we so bloated.. after drink and tons of food.. haha

hey people.. i was posted to EMRS.. it stands for events management road shows.. haha.. i reckon is the most tedious one among all the t.e.p.. why?? cause we are in charge of all the road shows that helps the school to make money!! all the mega road shows in school will be organise by 35 of us?? 35 or lesser to plan a event for 14000 staffs + students.. that is a lot... my group ain't so good i guess.. pretty quiet for this job.. except me of course.. hahas.. how i can do really well in my t.e.p the grades are worth 6 modules!! i must climb back up since i did poorly last semster.. ok no side tracking but onward looking.. :D really hope to be an A student.. but i guess maybe i got what it takes cause i have some experiences of road shows.. and i have lots and lots of idea.. hopefully the 2 teacher will see something in me.. :D we are divided in 5 groups.. sian.. thought can be with ben. but team 1 and team 2 which i'm in is going with the rest of the EMRS like festive and admin.. grp 3 to 5 will be some where else.. cant even see or talk to him.. gotta make new friends.. :D hope i gonna really enjoy my t.e.p but i expect to have many sleepless nights due to planning and worrying.. :D nights people..

argghhh!! sian ah!! school pratically starts tomorrow.. today morning then they call me say tomorrow have T.E.P briefing.. and then after that 2 days is training.. damn.. cannot say earlier de.. then some of my peers never receive call.. what they doing boy.. everyday work rain or shine.. 8.30 to 6.. isn't that worse than office hours? i dont have my private life? can save lots of money though.. but for what.. everyday so shag.. go home eat dinner sleep.. wake up go school.. daily rountine will be like that.. friday work till 5.30!! how to go out after that? go club and sleep? hahas.. at least week ends are free.. but really la.. sian.. i wish for school to start but not in this way.. every morning wake up at 7.. haha.. back to secondary school life but slightly better but longer hours of course.. i dont understand need to work so long for what.. some more i pay to work!! what is the meaning!! went to catch ice age 2 the melt down with Jose.. very hilarious.. haha..i guess now even the simplest things.. haha.. that sounds great right? laugh is the best medicine.. hahas.. ok nights people.. :D

mood aren't very good now.. i stayed home today.. watch tv.. play a game.. watch soccer till now.. guess i'll be going out tommorrow.. nothing to say.. just very disappointed with someone.. sighhh.. nights people

hey people.. today was kinda boring.. stayed home pratically the whole day.. yeah.. baby sit and a part time tutor for my cousin.. he's kinda smart.. learn his spelling like few mins.. not bad.. bright future.. have a scrumptious dinner.. 2 aunts came over.. had crabs.. :D daddy cooked it.. taste great.. watch huo yuan jia again with my parents.. see i said before i did not mind watching it again.. his moves are aweful.. natural borned fighting performer.. later alex dropping over to watch his favorite real marid.. i dislike spainish league.. can doze off while sleeping.. commentating is the worst.. hahas.. ok.. have a early night people.. :D

yoyoyo!! went gym today, did a test.. it review that i've gained weight and my muscles has shrunk.. what a joke? i bet they doctored the figures.. how can it be? what a joke.. i'm watching my diet.. doing proper exercise.. nah.. they just want me sign up for the damn course.. no interest.. went home.. watched golf.. :D learned person.. haha.. professional sport.. hahas.. while watching, i fell alseep.. slept for around 1 and an half hour.. was really tire.. woke up met yz and albert in the bus to head to town.. where we were meeting nicholas, keng yong, fred and jc. the latters are the birthday boys.. haha.. we watched a movie, "inside man".. it is about a guy planning a perfect bank robbery.. few parts are not answered.. not that good.. starting was ok but too many questions left unanswered.. weird.. like lost like that but lost has a continuous serie.. ok gotta look after cousin.. he came over to stay.. :D nights people!!